CANCER member #135
Oh love! This energy is going to be eventful in that things are going to be very active in the lives of others, and it will be on you to see how that affects you to the point you may feel like you don’t have value or will be insecure BECAUSE of what they see. At this time, you are to approach things that cause you to fear and to go into frazzled mental states with a whole new way of processing them -- where you now trust that whatever arriveth is what you need to deal with. When you can surrender and talk like there is another side and there is a way to bring healing, then the other side presents and whatever happens in between just happens. But to be with a glass half full mental space is always going to get you to the better place. It just does.
Think about how much you are going to change as others upgrade and change – because who you are and how you protect or defend was created by the old world where everyone was told to keep everything under wraps and just wear a superficial front. So that they were all hiding things, and you who sense things and then create a world around that, have been basically processing too much that doesn’t need you wrapped up in it! You got conned into stabilizing the imbalance of something fronting as the dominant way. And now you are being offered a brand new playground or crop of land with which to create something that would really make you happy and that deals with stability and your creative gifts.
Something is to spread from you investing in a dream and seeing that you can have a way that is not like what others are doing. You also are to learn to handle money and debt in a new way – and where you are tuning into this playful way to go about it where you aren’t following how you saw your parents deal or the media and those around you. You are to stand solid and give your things more voice and stronger opinions because you are the one leading this new crop of yours. You get to decide what is planted to be eaten later. Don’t just hide your truth because others feel stronger.
ALSO – there is a real good chance that you will get real insecure about how you ran things in your past where you weren’t as awake and aware as you are now. You can look back at how you would never do it again that way and it can bum you out that you did it in the first place.
This is part of the lesson with these energies in getting you to let this go and do better. It is all we have. We do things from our wounded ego, and we fall, and we feel shamed later for what we did. But then, we decide to wake up more to this moment and to the potential in life and then we do things that bring value and attention to how WE CAN grow flowers in our garden, if we want to. We can spend time with our creative gifts and just grow them without needing to be seen or needing them to be equal to cash. Money is not bad at all! We are to love money and it will love us. But we don’t need to create art that is seen as money because they are not the same thing. You barter with others for money; it is trade. For some things, only our art can do them. For other things, only money can do them. So, release the old world ways of clutching onto money and making it negative.
You are to create a whole other way of being from letting all that go and choosing to dream about a new way of doing things. And honestly, if you can just stay in the love with the creation and fun of working with all these details and layers and colors and new things rising from you, you will have a work of art that will sustain and support you. The way to your dreams is away from others’ things. This time is about listening to your heart, which will be tuned to ahead of the times’ things. You are hooked into the flow of what will work, and it needs you with blinders on around what you are creating and how you want to plan out new ways to ground stability around a creative gift that helps you to feel important.
There is an opportunity that is on the way from friends or a group or just from out there somewhere that connects things so that you are given a 2nd chance to do what you would love to do. This could also be about having another baby or going back to some project that you had put to the side. As you get clear with your voice, you’ll honor the ways you need things to change into what is most organic about you. You need to sing and preach and reach for things that feel like they are your things. And to not hold back because others couldn’t do it successfully or wouldn’t dream of taking such a leap of faith.
Your heart is lit over things, and even if it feels like a wave of high emotions and drama too much to take, STILL listen to what it speaks. Sensitive spots are just saying something is important here. Are you going to put it in the closet and ignore it because it hit you wrong? No. You are going be like the doctor or detective who wants to know all so that you can get into the roots of what is in need of healing. You don’t want to leave rocks in the soil of your garden because you don’t want to face them, do you? You instead stop, slow down, create a plan, value your future, and work what you can into creating something beautiful with the threads of today. THIS may not be your final destination, but can't you love it for what it is knowing it does need your attention so it can be the best thing in the future? There is a big process underway, and you just need to not look away from your heart speaking true. This is your chance to set things straight and to allow your creative dreams to take the lead.
HAVE A BEAUTIFUL JOURNEY! SEE YOU IN 2 WEEKS!